Urges
Blaklithium: haha yeah I totally agree. And looking the person in the eyes is probably one of the biggest turn ons for me
Please tell me im not the only one with these. Cuz im sure im not. Liam can agree.
I have urges all the time. Sexual and non-sexual. Mostly sexual tho. Hehe.
Whenever im talking to someone(even if im not all that attracted to them) and it’s an intense conversation, i just wanna pounce on them cuz they’re so interesting. I have the urge to touch them. Like when you stare at something crazy awesome for a long time and your life gets alittle happier.
The only reason i don’t do it…is cuz of self-control. Im sorry, i have to contain myself tho. I’m too horny for public(Beyoncate and Madz and I’z saying). But it’s true. It’s not a good thing. People stare…. especially when we have our sexual freak-outs and we start to seize. If you’ve seen this…you know how intense it is.
I remember when i went bowling with Cowboy. I went to the ball rack (yea) cuz my dad called. So i was talking to him there cuz i didn’t wanna be around the other people. But then Cowboy comes(yea!) and stands right in front of my face. I’m leaning forward over the thing and he’s about 2 inches from my face. You have NO idea how hard i was trying to keep myself together. If i wasn’t on the phone with my dad….lord knows what would happen. We would most likely get arrested for inappropriate public behavior.
I think it was only cuz he was staring straight into my eyes. That turned me on good. That’s why i try not to look at the person directly when i talk. Cuz i would zone out to keep myself together. Lock eyes from across the room. How coincidental was that? “Jizz in my pants” coming on my playlist. I love shuffle. Haha. JIZZ IN MY PANTS!! I guess that’s a type of urge too.
I’m glad im not a guy. I love people not know when im horny. Guys have that distinctive instrument in their pants that is super noticeable. Haha….i feel bad for rubbing that in your face(oh..), but i couldn’t help it. HAHA YOU GUYS HAVE BONERS!!…im done
